stargazedeyez

So i weighed myself this morning. I gained a pound. Im not too upset about it really because I have been lifting weights and trying to do some exercises and i think i might be gaining muscle since i found my legs getting firmer, my butt getting a little smaller and firmer, and my arms getting more muscle. So today I went to the lake with my friends. One of my friends whom i havnt seen in a few weeks made a comment that i was loosing weight. Chya.

Then…i got to work. I had a sandwhich (turkey, with cheddar, swiss, and chopped onions) and a side of potato salad. Not much..right? Well…i still think its a lot compared that i usally get a roll sized sandwhich (which is used for the kid’s meals) and a side of potato salad. Anyway..i was in the break room and thinking about what i just ate. I got caught up in thinking about how i was going to loose the weight that i just ate (ie: run it off for a few hours and/or take laxatives). Anyway, I ended up getting a panic attack thinking about what i just ate because i was thinking…and still kind of am…that i will gain 5 lbs (not that much but whatever) and i freaked out. Ya….

Anyway..i need to go take a shower because i cant do anything ( yes…even exercise) without feeling clean from the lake and work. Haha…speaking of which…there was a commercial saying “im clean” for a new show called “The Cleaner”. LOL. ANYWAY…random i know….i need to get off here and take a shower and do some leg exercises, abs, and arms…even butt.